The world of crime is a murky one.

Its streets are unlit, fraught with fear, and its heart charged with mystery.

I write crime. It’s what I do

And like so many authors of that age-old genre, my soul welcomes a visit from the Dark Muse.

We reside in a world that seems, of late, to have gone truly mad; madder than ever, I would venture.

We hurl words about the Internet with intent to injure each other. Too many of our politicians ignore the lessons of history, speaking lies and half-truths that can only lead to hurt. The news and social medias are full of terror and rants, threatening our very sense of freedom and peace.

In these dark and dangerous times, why would anyone choose to explore Crime Fiction? After all, we need only look to the daily news for that cheap thrill, that scintillating proximity to pain.

Yet, when the Dark Muse comes to call, I open the door.

Here, in the world of crime fiction, I find my freedom.

Freedom to express all that I find troubling, good or noble about these times.

Justice, balance, heroism… All flourish in fiction…

…despite their rarity in this real world of ours.

Everyone has a story.

You live long enough, you’re bound to discover that no one rides life’s tiger for free. We all pay sooner or later, and life will tear away its pound of flesh.

My story was an embarrassingly sad one. People love to correct me when I tell them I was a victim of domestic violence. “Not a victim,” they chide, “a Survivor.”

(As if being a victim is somehow shameful, your own fault, but being a “survivor” is something to be proud of.)

Let me tell you, as one who knows, the only difference between a victim and a survivor of abuse is that one is still alive…

For purposes of our mutual understanding, I’ll call myself a survivor, since I am, in fact, still breathing.

And like many survivors, I pour those shattered memories into my art.

My kind of gritty, dark, real-life fiction may make some people uncomfortable. But they are not my readers.

My readers are those brave souls who, like me, have survived the crazy hell we call life, and somehow found themselves washed up onto a more peaceful shore.

We are the marooned — the ones who look around every day wondering how we got here, whether what we’re doing is right, and in fact whether it’s even worth it, after all, to paraphrase the brilliant T.S. Eliot.

We are the mid-night screamers, who wake still from instances of terror.

We are the ever-doubtful, never feeling that our efforts are quite good enough, even when we know they are.

We are the perpetually-grieving, holding onto loss as the one familiar talisman, the single constant in a reckless sea.

My readers and I share a bond. I will give them fiction. I’ll create a story they can enjoy, one they can feel, that will stay with them after the reading is done.

But when we reach those life-chapters, you know the ones, those passages that could only have been written by one who was there, I will not flinch as my truth percolates within those words.

Nor will my readers turn away.

Together we’ll study that truth, shine the light of another beautiful day upon its ugliness, and wonder at the fact that we have, in fact, survived.

October is Domestic Violence Awareness month.

Join the #PutANailInIt campaign being run for 31 days by SafeHorizons.

I’m painting my left ring finger purple to show I care. I’ve also donated to the SafeHorizons campaign.

To help raise awareness, tweet #PutANailInIt or share the cause on Facebook. Every dollar donated (up to 10,000) during October will be matched by Airbnb!

Let’s make Child and Spousal Abuse a thing of the past!

 Throughout this writing and publishing journey, I’ve been known to wear a number of different hats.

Today, in honor of the Mesdames of Mayhem and in celebration of our soon-to-be released crime anthology: 13 O’Clock I’ll slip on my purple chapeau.

While sporting my Carrick Publishing hat, I’ve managed to acquire my fair share of experience in producing short story collections and anthologies. Given the unique challenges they present and the special place they hold in the hearts of readers, anthologies require extensive care in the creative process.

Here are a few of the essential ingredients needed for crafting a killer anthology:

1- A seasoned and professional gathering of willing authors

In our 2013 crime anthology, Thirteen by the Mesdames of Mayhem (Carrick Publishing) we were fortunate to include an exceptional lineup of Award-winning authors:

Catherine Astolfo, Rosemary Aubert, Jane Petersen Burfield, M.H. Callway, Melodie Campbell, Donna Carrick, Vicki Delany, Catherine Dunphy, Rosemary McCracken, D.J. McIntosh, Lynne Murphy, Joan O’Callaghan, Sylvia Maultash Warsh

As a result, the anthology was the recipient of two nominations for the coveted Arthur Ellis Award 2014 for Best Short Story, as well as one Derringer Award nomination!

Arthur Ellis Nominations for Best Short Story: “Watermelon Weekend” by Donna Carrick and “The Emerald Skull” by Sylvia Maultash Warsh.

Derringer Award Nomination for Best Short Story: “The Sweetheart Scamster” by Rosemary McCracken.

2- A universally accessible theme

In our newest anthology, 13 O’Clock, our theme is that age-old thief, time.

In particular, we asked our authors to explore the inter-action between time and crime; to reflect upon crime throughout ages past, or in future eras, or how the passing of time either heals old wounds, or refreshes them to spur on evil deeds.

3- A collection of exceptional and entertaining stories

It should go without saying, but I’ll say it anyway. As writers, we rely on readers. For this reason, we owe it to them to offer stories that are entertaining, exhilarating….hell, interesting!

In the 2014 anthology, World Enough and Crime (Carrick Publishing, in conjunction with the Facebook group Excerpt Flight Deck for readers and Authors) we asked our EFD authors to bring us their very best in short crime fiction.

The result? Another industry-acclaimed anthology by Carrick Publishing!

Arthur Ellis Nomination for Best Short Story: “Writer’s Block”, by Kevin Thornton.

Derringer Award Nomination for Best Short Story: “The Ultimate Mystery”, by M.H. Callway.

4- An experienced, skilled project manager

Every project needs one. The Mesdames of Mayhem founder, author M.H. Callway (Windigo Fire, Seraphim Editions, 2014) has been at the helm every step of the way.

Madeleine (to her friends, among whom I’m blessed to count myself) keeps her eye on the ball at all times, never losing sight of the goal.

Mad, you’re a true champion!

5- A dedicated editor and a professional copy-editor

In my dual capacities as author and publisher, I maintain a strict policy: All work must be thoroughly edited.

I’ve been lucky over the years to be able to fortify my own careful (though not flawless) eyes with those of my husband, Economist, author and seasoned editor Alex Carrick.

In the case of the Mesdames’ crime anthologies, several of the Mesdames pitched in for a final proof-reading marathon.

We were fortunate, with our latest title 13 O’clock, to have the help of author and seasoned journalist/copy-editor Ed Piwowarczyk. His assistance was invaluable, and it shows in the polish of the stories within.

Authors, I cannot emphasize this enough: we are not working in a void, and no matter how well our hold may be on the language, we are not infallible. Please, give your readers the benefit of your best effort. Engage the help of a second, or even a third, set of professional eyes.

6- Original cover art that is both attractive and representational

7- A publisher who holds these authors and industry professionals in the highest regard, and is willing to invest the necessary time and effort to produce a quality reading experience

At Carrick Publishing, we’re committed to helping Indie authors excel in their literary goals. From copy-editing, formatting and making your product sale-ready, we will guide you.

Our work for the Mesdames of Mayhem as well as for the Excerpt Flight Deck authors has been a source of great pride as well as an opportunity for continued growth and learning.

8- An innovative and consistent approach to marketing in a changing industry landscape

Whether you’re an author or a publisher (or as many are these days, both), you need to broaden your understanding of what it means to earn readership.

The Mesdames of Mayhem have been blessed beyond gratitude to have the on-going help and support of dear friend and marketing wizard Joan O’Callaghan.

Joan’s genuine love of people, of meeting them, getting to know them and talking about her equally passionate love of books has been the mainstay of our continued success.

We don’t say it nearly often enough, but thank you, Joan.

The Mesdames of Mayhem are 16 friends who share a common bond: their love of literature in general, and crime genre in particular. Look for us at events in southern Ontario, and be sure to read our work, available at fine retailers everywhere!

Do you remember the old Easy-Off (RTM) Oven Cleaner television ad?

The one where the beleaguered lady is on her knees, scouring the inside of an oven.

She says, “Be a good cook, Mother said. You’ll get a man.

“What did I get? 25 years with my head in a dirty oven!”

Even to this day, every time I recall her dilemma, I can’t help but smile.

My lot, I’m pleased to report, has been a great deal more pleasant than hers.

I’ve been blessed to have been gainfully employed, in a job I enjoy and with people I’m honoured to know.

Still, 25 years! It really is hard to believe.

During that time, my professional life has grown and flourished, as have my personal endeavours.

It’s a good idea to take stock occasionally. Yes, I’ve come a long way. I’ve been so very lucky in my marriage to Alex, and in our little family.

And of course, my writing and publishing goals have been fun.

But there is still so much more I want to accomplish!

With this latest milestone behind me, my 25th Anniversary on the job, it seems prudent to take some time to re-assess how best to spend the next few years.

Of course we should cherish every moment we are lucky enough to be alive.

Having said that, I can’t shake this feeling that the next few years will bring welcome developments in my writing career.

I’m not ready to share it yet, but I’ve been working on a trilogy of crime stories. Just laying the foundation in my mind, so to speak.

Can’t wait to spring it on you!